B.E.A.U.T.Y

Actually, what is beauty? I got the idea to write about this post because beauty is the topic for my oral.
What is beauty? Pretty appearance that makes someone stare and ogle? But what is the standard for beauty? If it's the old time, in China, they think that girls with small eyes, small mouth would be consider beauty. But in my opinion, she does not have to be incredibly gorgeous, she just to have a kind heart and she is consider a beauty in my eyes.

         I know of a girl, she is very pretty, in fact you could say she is incredibly pretty. Guys would stare at her, stunned to see such a beauty, eyes will be on her everywhere she go, I guess people thinks that she is pretty because she looks so innocent. She used to hate all this attention, she used to hide her face behind her face everywhere she go so that people would not notice what a beauty she is. But something happened, and now she's changed.She love all this attention. She would sit on a chair and have a guy sit in a same chair with her. She flirt with guys all the time, she does not say anything, but you could see she is enjoying all the attention the guys give her. But if you know her, you won't say she's pretty. Yea, I grant you she's pretty but she does not have a beautiful heart. She feels superior to all her friends just because she thinks that she is greater than her friend, because she thinks that more guy likes her. She is very girlish, doing thing like a little girl and shrieking when her pretty manicured little hand is dirty. She likes to bossed people around, asking people to do this do that. She loves to act all pretty and glamorous even though the situation is not suitable for acting pretty and glamorous. Once, she even make a girl who treats her as a best friend cried. But now, she lost her best friends and she is left with nothing. Yea, she has another group of friends now, but what she don't know is her ''best friends'' often talk behind her back, saying nasty stuff about her, while pretending to love her in front of her. So, is pretty appearance really enough ? The answer is No.

              Being pretty is not everything. A lot of girls nowadays worry about their appearance too much. Worry about their appearance just to have the special someone to notice them. But if a guy really just like you for your appearance, it won't last long as personality is more important. SO girls, just love the body you have now, don't change it over some heartless jerk who say you are fat. They are all bastards, don't even listen to their nonsense. If you ever think that you are not pretty enough, just remember, your face, your body, your everything is given by your parents, so love your everything, as it's the same as loving your parents.

LIfe-death

Been listening to Sam Tsui cover of If I die young by band perry, totally addicted to it. It's a great song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4W-KiYsWOeg

If I die young bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song 

The lyrics is beautiful right?

I'm kind of wondering what will be like when I'm gone, gone forever, not even a trace of me could be found anymore. I know people will probably say I'm too young to talk about death, but you never know, life is unpredictable, something could always happen, and *poof* I'm gone. I don't really believe in life after death, does that mean when I'm gone, everything of me vanishes? Gosh, this topic must be very depressing. If you feel uncomfortable with this topic, you could always scroll down. =)

     I always wonder, when I'm near my deathbed when I'm old, would I be filled with love and serenity? Or regret and hatred for a wish that didn't come true? I hope I am the one that is filled with love and serenity. What would I think about before I take my last breath? A childhood friend? A best friend that I haven't see since graduation? My beloved family? I think I would think of all of those things above, reminiscing my past, regretting some of the decision I made, but happy with most of the decision. I don't want to be one of those old people who get sent into the old folk's home just because their child can't take it, living with a old nagging lady. I want a non-violent, painless death when my times come. I want my family to smile when I'm gone, I want them to think that I have gone to somewhere nice where I'll be there waiting for them. Just like the song, I want to be lay on satin and a bed of roses.I want my ashes to be scattered into the sea, back to nature, back to the arm to where I first came from. Mother Nature.
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Yea, I guess that's all for my blog this time, I just want to talk about my opinion on death this topic. Yea, it's a depressing subject but it's an unavoidable process in life, everyone has to die, It's just a matter of time. So, live life, no regrets, do the things you want to do now, before it's too late. =)

Love them! Love yourself!

Awhhh!

How cute can they be???

Even animals can live with each other like they are the same species, why can't human do that?

We can't even live peacefully without wars and fights and yet we call ourselves smart human? No, we're not.

They're born enemies but they overcome the problem.

 So we can't we do the same?

Dogs have been man's best friends for century now, but why is there more and more dog abuse case on the news?=(

Human can be cruel at times, so those of us who care must take an action now, protect these innocent animal. They're innocent, they did nothing wrong yet they were treat like trash sometimes by brainless humans. They can't fight back, they can't talk, but silence does not mean they are not in pain or not suffering. Stop animal abuse. Before you hit them in a midst of anger, think about how they love you and they mean no harm. Think about how You feel if someone you love very much hit you. Look into their beautiful eyes and you will understand. They love you, sometimes even more than they love themselves. They won't understand why you are so angry if you don't teach them properly.

"He is my other eyes that can see above the clouds; my other ears that hear above the winds. He is the part of me that can reach out into the sea. He has told me a thousand times over that I am his reason for being; by the way he rests against my leg; by the way he thumps his tail at my smallest smile; by the way he shows his hurt when I leave without taking him. (I think it makes him sick with worry when he is not along to care for me.) When I am wrong, he is delighted to forgive. When I am angry, he clowns to make me smile. When I am happy, he is joy unbounded. When I am a fool, he ignores it. When I succeed, he brags. Without him, I am only another man. With him, I am all-powerful. He is loyalty itself. He has taught me the meaning of devotion. With him, I know a secret comfort and a private peace. He has brought me understanding where before I was ignorant. His head on my knee can heal my human hurts. His presence by my side is protection against my fears of dark and unknown things. He has promised to wait for me... whenever... wherever - in case I need him. And I expect I will - as I always have. He is just my dog." - Gene Hill 


I love the quote above, It totally describe how a owner feels about their dog. What makes a human beautiful is their kind soul, their soul who loves animal, and treat them with respect. I have my own dog, and I love him, Really I do. =). His name is Chief Patches Sir Dot Dot, short form Dot Dot. He is very playful, running around with his toy in his mouth all the time. He is very obedient when it comes to food, but other time, he don't bother. He is my first pet, and I love him more than I can say, how I wish he understand how much I love him. <3

This is him, a newborn puppy.

this is my little dot dot. Isn't him cute? <3

This is my baby, big boy now!